If this is what you call fun, then I can't wait for the 3 days of class chalet, starting tomorrow :)

PW is finally over, what a relief. A little relaxation then I need to study, really.
Kinda forgot all my terms & what nots, study date every week, k set.

Alright goodnight kids, go have some fun!

First & foremost,
Happy Second Month to my favourite boy ♥
Really enjoyed today, MJ was superbly splendid, "mini shopping", getting lost while looking for Central, MJ wannabe who didn't turn out to be a wannabe after all, he was quite good + breakdancers, Manhattan Fish Market & the best, my new zebra blanket! Loved the day & the presents & failed river cruise, hehe.




Of course, not forgetting my girls whom I spent the whole of Friday with!
Went swimming at Anchorvale Swimming Complex, did 20 laps, had fun at the slides & the jacuzzi & the yummy fine dining Jo brought us to :)
Wanted to head over to Sentosa to tan but we were tanned enough after swimming so we hung out at Vivo's rooftop & ate junk food >:(

Can't wait for more swimming sessions with them, hehe love you three ♥



This was Pizza Hut lunch with the 7 favourite girls & Haslinda :)
Had a really nice time, can't wait for the 21st of Nov!

The one thing that I'm most thankful for is my friends.
They never fail to make my day when all else fails ♥

Spent Halloween with Joel & his class, impromptu decision!
Guess who did Joel's face paint ;)
I was being shy girl at Junhe's place but his little brother was really cute ♥
So since it was Halloween, Joel decided to paint my face as well, making me look like I have a major nose/eye/mouth bleed -.-

Still had a nice time though!

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Met my favourite girls for lunch @ Pizza Hut today with Haslinda, it has never been better with all the laughter & nonsense :)
Missed you all loads & catching up time always feels good with the 7 of you.
Still waiting for pictures though!
Everyone has already ended school, except us SA kidz, nevermind, we muggerz (Y)

My throat hurts & my cough's getting worse, I'm losing my voice!
Luckily my flu subsided, omg I can't lose my voice now, it's vital :(

OP's running along well, assessment's on Monday, I'm praying for the best.
Alright kids, all the best for Os & As & for those of you left, enjoy your holidays!

This week has been a fast blur, with Written Report's deadline.
& So many things to think about.
I swear, I almost went crazy and I was so close to breaking down.
Or maybe I did.

Thank goodness I had my friends and Joel of course.
Don't know what I'll do without them :)

I've been feeling pretty tired lately too, for no reason.
I've been getting tired very easily, maybe I'm just mentally drained.
Or maybe mum's right, I haven't been getting enough vitamins, sigh.

Can sleep please come to me already? I need it, very badly.
I have to wake early tomorrow, may God save me & give me the Strength.

Oh yes, I'm alreay missing my girls.

This week has been filled with nothing but PW.
I'm getting terribly sick of PW.

Nevertheless, managed to spend quality time with my lovely girls.
Went out for Raya on Sunday & Monday with them, though it wasn't full strength, it was still well worth my Deeparaya holidays ♥
Caught up with Nat, Khalie & Attiqah on Friday too, it was the highlight of my week.
Planned to celebrate Amira's wedding my contigencies hindered our plan, it's alright, we can do it some other time, with Mystique, full.

Joel's down with high fever & throat infection :(
Get well soon, dear, rest well! ♥

Next week's special timetable with me ending at 12/1 every single day but with PW deadlines looming closer, there's no time to spare, actually.
Can someone kill PW already before it kills me? Sigh.

Alright kids, take care, enjoy school/after exam life!
All the best to all who're taking O Levels :)

I had a dream.

In this dream, I watched you from a flight of steps above.
You were almost there, almost reaching the top step.
You were holding out your hand & I was reaching out, reaching out as much as I could.
We were, as you typically call it, so near yet so far.

I could reach for your fingers, I could already grab your fingertips.
But you were slipping, slipping out of my grasp & I could feel it.
When I lost grip, everything was a fast forward & I couldn't grab hold of you in time.
Then everything ran in slow motion, I saw you fall.
Damn it, I saw you fall in that dream.

Just like that, I saw it happened in reality.
I regret, so much, to say that I am equally helpless as I was in that dream.
& I hate feeling helpless, I hate not knowing what to do or say.
Most of all, I hate the fact that even if I were to do something, facts will never change.

Here's to my beloved Saints, all the best for results day tomorrow.
09S26, we're going to pull through, as a class alright?
Stay strong, we're all have each other's backs.

Lately I've been tired of superficiality, superiority, surrealism.
Why can't everything just stay solid, just as it is?
I've been facing negative behaviours as well, but my tolerance level accepts it.
Even if it gets a little over the top, I don't think it's time to blow, yet.

I realised that everyone wears a mask when they step out, but then I'm starting to realise that they wear a mask when they're at home, too, except that it's a different mask, people just change the masks they use appropriately.
That includes me as well.

I have to stay patient. It's for the better.